Disgruntled (and alarmingly pleased)
<<Mars Logs>>Let's hope it works, shall we? And if it doesn't, it's meant to be the code for ((mars logs)), a wonderfully fun community for blogs of fans of the manga Mars (visit http://www.tokyopop.com for more info). Right. Anyway, for the pleased bit I mentioned in the title:
http://www.msnbc.com/news/931774.asp
Now, I haven't a fig if this will show up tomorrow, or, even, if the URL will show up in my blog at all, but the MSN tagline was as follows: "Rowling; 'Potter' may not make it to adulthood." Firstly, I'm as suspicious and alarmed by this tidbit of knowledge as anyone (but my fears are soothed by the fact that she was apparently speaking in a jesting tone), but I have to confess, my initial reaction was more along the lines of, "see! I was RIGHT, by God!"
Before I'm flayed in public, I need to make it clear there is a perfectly reasonable explanation for my heresy of feeling victory that Harry might die. See, The Ashley R. H. (a close, HP-obsessed friend of mine I love dearly) and I were guessing which important Harry Potter character was to die and, based on the fact that Cedric wasn't an overwhelmingly important character 'til about halfway through the fourth book, we decided it was to be someone else. (Anyone who has read the fifth book now knows; close your eyes and think happy thoughts. If not, I have tissues and I'll share.)
Ron, we discounted, as everyone seemed to be guessing Ron or Hagrid, and Hermione would probably not die, seeing as she was vital to Ron and Harry's ability to not kill themselves by accident. Dumbledore, she surmised, and I thought, well, what if Harry gets killed off in the end of the seventh book? After all, she's said countless times the last word of the last chapter of the last book (repetitious, no?) is currently (and has been for the past four years) 'scar.' It could be foreboding, I pointed out; she could kill him off after having finished her obligation of seven books.
But I was really joking at the time (our next gag: Why Voldemort Attacked The Potters; her theory, James pissed off Voldemort's illicit lover, Snape, while my theory was Harry was Voldemort's love child with Lily - again, joking), so after my surprise and elation - purely reflex, mind you - at possibly having hit the nail passed, I was horrified.
By God, if Harry is killed, who will be best man at Ron and Hermione's wedding?! |lol|
And now for the ANGTSY! part of the blog bit, which means all those with brains should run for the hills about now (those in the hills are urged to remain there):
Why do I try to write fics with meaning? I mean, deeper meaning, as in something important under the surface veneer. It always seems as though my crap fics (ie, the fics that last, like, three pages and have no purpose other than people snoggin') garner countless readers and tens upon tens of reviews, where my better fics are ignored. Really, it's painful.
I understand nobody reviewing my Sei poem (it's a poem, it's a minor character, and it isn't overwhelmingly good), but my ReixKira fic, 'Ebony Touching' - that hurts. Not to say I haven't gotten a reviews (I have), but it's painful, y'know? I wrote 'Ebony' in one sitting and nearly sprained my wrist with how fast I was typing, and then it seems people are universally ignoring it.
Erm. Like most things, it'll probably pick up AFTER I whine obnoxiously. Cripes! (For those interested, it's at fanfiction.net; the Mars section isn't very large, so it'll be near the top.)
Hmm. That's it, I think.
-Palla.
"Well - that was...new."
Posted by anna.e.w
at 6:02 PM EEST
Updated: Saturday, 28 June 2003 10:15 AM EEST